Let me tell you that any worry I had went right out the door when I met my beautiful Mia Rose. She was perfect, and Isla fell in love with her immediately. My prayers were not only answered, but the answer was better than I could have imagined. There was no jealousy, no fighting for my attention. Just a sweet little girl excited to be a big sister. My heart was bursting for these two angels that were sent to me.
We went in around 6 in the morning on August 27th, 2014. I was induced and feeling nervous, but it was a great experience. I mean when Brandon brought me a diet coke with my name on it, it had to be a good day.(That was my very simple joy that day) I was able to get an epidural quickly and just relaxed until she was ready. Then I pushed twice and there she was. I remember feeling so scared the night before we went to the hospital. Excited, but more scared. Scared that I wouldn't have enough room in my heart to love this baby as much as Isla,that I wouldn't be able to balance everything and be a good mother to both,that Isla would be even more needy and high maintenance, that I wouldn't be able to give my full attention to the new baby, that part of me didn't want a new addition because I was perfectly content with my little family. I had laid in Isla's bed with her the night before and held her, and cried, and prayed.
Let me tell you that any worry I had went right out the door when I met my beautiful Mia Rose. She was perfect, and Isla fell in love with her immediately. My prayers were not only answered, but the answer was better than I could have imagined. There was no jealousy, no fighting for my attention. Just a sweet little girl excited to be a big sister. My heart was bursting for these two angels that were sent to me.
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